oh i miss

aaahhhhhh...
Vitagen!
lamanya...
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esok!

shit lah classes start tomorrow
bukan malas tapi tak rajin, hehe

btw happy belated beday to my dear Kaklong
5th of January 1980
and you're 30 now tua!haha
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smiles

people smile a lot. sometimes they do not have a very good reason to do so. they just smile. and yeah smiles make our faces look good. sometimes people fall in love with one smile, a big nice sweet smile , stop blinking for moments and keep staring at the smile, feels some sort of happiness even by only look at it with the naked eyes, and bullseye !!!, from the eyes it goes down directly to the heart. then that is where the love starts to grow. it grows bigger and stronger. at the same time, a smile also being curved without his notice..

huh!! hehe.. my school gardener told me that when i was 15.... i was just quoting there, but turn it to English from Malay Terengganu accents. he even told me, "dari mata turun ke hati".wuuuuuuuu!!!! teenagers now would hear it as something creepy.. i don't know why, but people who works like that, i mean simple work like gardener, they seem like they know much when talking about love. watch "if only" and u'll see a cab driver do the same.. bialah diorang hehehe...

i smile too! also, reason tak kuat but smiling i did! and really feel the blue.
i smile when

1. i open my fridge and realize there are lots of foods and drinks
2. when i felt my day is a very productive day, i felt very berguna act. haha
3. wears skinny jeans
4. shopping!
5. something good happened that is over than i expected
6. after i write something that i think nice
7. listening to songs that i love
8. got presents and give presents
9. see my fish swims and tak lemas. haha.
10. when i weight myself and hoorayy! i lost my weight. haha
11. Mara gimme money
12. look at my money album
13. berangan!
14. recalling silly things that i've done before
15. look at old pictures
16. pakai topi then nmpak rambut bertepek cam rambut Nik. haha
17. bila tangkap gambar la kan hehhe

yeah, those things keep me smiling all days. still, ada lg yg lupa nk tulis

p/s: smile lah!



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the result

haaaaaaa! im glad
the result was ok
i got 3.07 alhamdulillah
even my calculus is B
but still ok lah =D
best part is, the sponsor demand 2.5 min gpa
that's a big whoa from every students
making our life at Purdue 60% of playing 40% of studying
if the ratio is wrong, still the portion for playing is bigger than studying hehe
and yes
special thanks to...
yana for teaching me economics
aku boleh jwab sebab ko lah
nik for helping me done the phy hw, hehe
and to those that gimme both left right hands lending me the help needed
muah for that!!!



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he's David

it's David After Dentist.


this boy on drug huh
thanks Amal for the link
btw, Merry Christmas David!


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it's funny

it's funny that i felt "WAH"
"i got a friendster"!
later "whoa!!!"
i got myspace
and it's funnier when
i'm using facebook now and bored with those two

it's funny when i recall the past
close my eyes slowly
with wide heart open
and the brain start thinking
why do i always follow other's words?
and it's more funnier
when i always do the same now

it's funny when i pull back the clock
from number 12 to 9 to 6 to 3 and 12 again
make lots of rounds of it
and start recalling
about the old days
that i can't accept the nickname "fifi"
given by my beloved mum
but more even funnier
that one day it turn into a fight
but more more even funnier
that i slapped my friend, not punch
a very girly style of fighting

it's funny when i always mad at my lil brother
by not having a solid reason to do so
and always have thick feeling of menyampah
but it's not funny now
as the feeling turn to love
but it's still funny i guess
that dulu i felt menyampah kat orang
and now i felt
"dia ni menyampah kat aku ke?"
"dia ni malas layan ke?"
oh i cant stand of it
haihh

it's funny when i was a guy
that very shy to girls
can't even talk to girls nicely
can't even meet face to face properly
until one point somehow i felt shit
that i adored a girl when i was 14
that i always look at her from distance
that i always look for her from distance
then one day the distance really a distance
3 years later when i was 17
i talked to her, at last

it's funny when i felt "ruginya" now
because i can't go to Hujan gigs
stupid part is
i don't really want to go to the gigs before
and now i'm in states
the "ruginya" feeling i felt more

it's funny when i say the words easily
when saying it to friends
3 words
"i love you"
but never say it to my mum
also my father
not that i got family problem
just because i felt awkward, shy by doing it, haha
bodoh kan...

firdaus aziz
yeah it's funny


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dots

final
oh it's meeting a black dot

break
soon new dots make a line

spring
later new dots make a long line

summer
gonna be favorite dots of most

=D

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biasa la tu

last Sunday i found myself, shaking as the wind blew that it has opened my very eyes and waken me up from tales. unfortunately that tale somehow seems much more interesting from reality on that day. fortunately, somehow the day i believe was a great day, indicating me and friends that the line is meeting a black round dark point.

last weekend was not so good weekend- still love it. kena berator, missed tickets for Lady Gaga, ada exams,. Friday Saturday Sunday we were on line to get a much cheaper apartment for next year. seniors says "biasa la tu". i believe that words that actually made me feel like "no hal lah" and " best weh". and yes to be honest, i like the experience, although we need to sleep in the small tent and share it with about 4 people, a good number to fit an apartment, not that blue small tent. but somehow, again, although it is not comfortable, i like sleeping in the tent and i guess this is the first time i felt like that. tak suka wei tido dalam khemah susah nak kencing! haha. thank you to babad for supplying us the tents.

one of the best part was, punya lah banyak makanan time 3 hari tuh. haha. satu satu orang datang bawak and satu satu kitaorang makan. layan nafsu ni sedap. kan kan kan? maryam nana wat nasi goreng, husaini pon nasi goreng gak, nasi goreng ikan bilis. then we got nasi ayam. hakem made breakfast. nik buat pancake. aku buat air, tapi nik tak suka selamat irshad suka. hahaha.aku pon bawak "renang" gak. safwan kasi KFC. weh thank you weh!

and also thanks to those yg supply comforter. sori basah nnt we'll figure out cemana.










the number will no longer 9, it's 33! =D
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and all be bad

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hari hari di sini

hari tu. hari tu yang lama. adoi
aku demam tu je
hehe
tapi tak kesah la. but then org len pon bejangkit
kesian nik, mael!
patot korang jangkit b4 raya bole aku minx maaf

then esok hari sial!
every Wednesday every week!
shit la hari pening!
hari bz pack cam budak skolah kena g skolah naik basikal jaoh2 ttbe rantai beskal putus singgah workshop tapi kene rompak wallet then tinggal 2 ringgit je sampai ta jadi g skolah hari tu balik rumah kena pulak marah dgn mak sbb ponteng padahal bukan salah seniri naseb teruk ta leh blahnya bapak lak pukul ngn rotan laju2 cam treller panjang 18 tayar bawak laju2 tada lesen tada sticker P then langgar traffic lite merah kat BB!
camtu ah rasanya!
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