Roses

i went to the garden

i went to many gardens

and saw many roses

so beautiful i got so many pauses

there were many colors

red pink violet white

they look nice day and night

thus the word beautiful is so right

black roses were also there

many of em, they aren't rare

full with thorns that always dare

to pin others to pin the others

then the wind blew smoothly

and the roses kept dancing gracefully

some were waving slowly

their leaves waved up and down

like a daughter wave her father from distance

hoping the father to pick her up

and put her in a tight hug

and i did

some of em i pick

few i hug , and keep

so i'll not be kicked

by those that i didn't keep

yeah that's how it went in the garden

that's how it goes in many gardens

we all knew that

cos we all went to many gardens

firdaus aziz

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this spring

	Monday	Tuesday	Wednesday	Thursday	Friday
9am
				MA 37300-001 41327 Class 9:30 am-10:20 am LILY G126
10am
		MA 16200-017 35286 Class 10:30 am-11:20 am EE 222		MA 16200-017 35286 Class 10:30 am-11:20 am EE 222
11am
12pm		SCI 13000-001 27011 Class 12:00 pm-1:15 pm EE 170		SCI 13000-003 27013 Class 12:00 pm-1:15 pm LILY G401
1pm
		MA 37300-001 41327 Class 1:30 pm-2:45 pm WTHR 172		MA 37300-001 41327 Class 1:30 pm-2:45 pm WTHR 172
2pm
3pm
	MA 16200-013 21911 Class 3:30 pm-4:20 pm EE 129		MA 16200-013 21911 Class 3:30 pm-4:20 pm EE 129		MA 16200-013 21911 Class 3:30 pm-4:20 pm EE 129
4pm
		ECON 25200-001 17628 Class 4:30 pm-5:45 pm EE 129		ECON 25200-001 17628 Class 4:30 pm-5:45 pm EE 129
5pm

i guess Monday, Wednesday and Friday are my fav days for this semester. previous semester i hate Wednesday the most but this semester is Thursday.

i like financial math, but not all the time. hehe.problems in fm involve money all the time, i bet that made me like the course, compared to calculus, always calculate the vector, scalar, coordinates, points, trigono, sketch the graphs... adeih! i mean, for fm, bila kira duit ni best la haha. but when it comes to calculus, i felt like there's no need to count all those things in daily life. we dont calculate the coordinate of our house to the campus rite! we dont do that. but we always calculate our money, and even waiting without patient at the end of the month for the Mara to deposit some money to our account. we did, and always do that..

the team building (SCI) is quite fun, since no homeworks needed to be done, just come to the class and play Lego! haha .calculus is not fun this semester, maybe because of the recitation session. same goes to macroeconomics, haish lecture crazy bored! so i guess i got enough reasons if i dont do well this semester huh! jk.. =D

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a diamond would make all good

the diamond just arrived

duit laptop!

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yes!!

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oh i miss

aaahhhhhh...

Vitagen!

lamanya...

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esok!

shit lah classes start tomorrow

bukan malas tapi tak rajin, hehe

btw happy belated beday to my dear Kaklong

5th of January 1980

and you're 30 now tua!haha

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smiles

people smile a lot. sometimes they do not have a very good reason to do so. they just smile. and yeah smiles make our faces look good. sometimes people fall in love with one smile, a big nice sweet smile , stop blinking for moments and keep staring at the smile, feels some sort of happiness even by only look at it with the naked eyes, and bullseye !!!, from the eyes it goes down directly to the heart. then that is where the love starts to grow. it grows bigger and stronger. at the same time, a smile also being curved without his notice..

huh!! hehe.. my school gardener told me that when i was 15.... i was just quoting there, but turn it to English from Malay Terengganu accents. he even told me, "dari mata turun ke hati".wuuuuuuuu!!!! teenagers now would hear it as something creepy.. i don't know why, but people who works like that, i mean simple work like gardener, they seem like they know much when talking about love. watch "if only" and u'll see a cab driver do the same.. bialah diorang hehehe...

i smile too! also, reason tak kuat but smiling i did! and really feel the blue.

i smile when

1. i open my fridge and realize there are lots of foods and drinks

2. when i felt my day is a very productive day, i felt very berguna act. haha

3. wears skinny jeans

4. shopping!

5. something good happened that is over than i expected

6. after i write something that i think nice

7. listening to songs that i love

8. got presents and give presents

9. see my fish swims and tak lemas. haha.

10. when i weight myself and hoorayy! i lost my weight. haha

11. Mara gimme money

12. look at my money album

13. berangan!

14. recalling silly things that i've done before

15. look at old pictures

16. pakai topi then nmpak rambut bertepek cam rambut Nik. haha

17. bila tangkap gambar la kan hehhe

yeah, those things keep me smiling all days. still, ada lg yg lupa nk tulis

p/s: smile lah!

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the result

haaaaaaa! im glad

the result was ok

i got 3.07 alhamdulillah

even my calculus is B

but still ok lah =D

best part is, the sponsor demand 2.5 min gpa

that's a big whoa from every students

making our life at Purdue 60% of playing 40% of studying

if the ratio is wrong, still the portion for playing is bigger than studying hehe

and yes

special thanks to...

yana for teaching me economics

aku boleh jwab sebab ko lah

nik for helping me done the phy hw, hehe

and to those that gimme both left right hands lending me the help needed

muah for that!!!

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he's David

it's David After Dentist.

this boy on drug huh

thanks Amal for the link

btw, Merry Christmas David!

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it's funny

it's funny that i felt "WAH"

"i got a friendster"!

later "whoa!!!"

i got myspace

and it's funnier when

i'm using facebook now and bored with those two

it's funny when i recall the past

close my eyes slowly

with wide heart open

and the brain start thinking

why do i always follow other's words?

and it's more funnier

when i always do the same now

it's funny when i pull back the clock

from number 12 to 9 to 6 to 3 and 12 again

make lots of rounds of it

and start recalling

about the old days

that i can't accept the nickname "fifi"

given by my beloved mum

but more even funnier

that one day it turn into a fight

but more more even funnier

that i slapped my friend, not punch

a very girly style of fighting

it's funny when i always mad at my lil brother

by not having a solid reason to do so

and always have thick feeling of menyampah

but it's not funny now

as the feeling turn to love

but it's still funny i guess

that dulu i felt menyampah kat orang

and now i felt

"dia ni menyampah kat aku ke?"

"dia ni malas layan ke?"

oh i cant stand of it

haihh

it's funny when i was a guy

that very shy to girls

can't even talk to girls nicely

can't even meet face to face properly

until one point somehow i felt shit

that i adored a girl when i was 14

that i always look at her from distance

that i always look for her from distance

then one day the distance really a distance

3 years later when i was 17

i talked to her, at last

it's funny when i felt "ruginya" now

because i can't go to Hujan gigs

stupid part is

i don't really want to go to the gigs before

and now i'm in states

the "ruginya" feeling i felt more

it's funny when i say the words easily

when saying it to friends

3 words

"i love you"

but never say it to my mum

also my father

not that i got family problem

just because i felt awkward, shy by doing it, haha

bodoh kan...

firdaus aziz

yeah it's funny

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