say yes to no

it was so hard for me,the life at saser Intec and seems to be the same at Purdue
and it's always like that, espcially at start point
i see it, as watching my friends and i, competing, running on a 100m red track with few white lines along it.
and as usual i always being left behind right after the gun trigger been pulled backward
that moment, there was only my line that got many hurdles, thus i always need to jump as i got near them.
jumping many many many times of course made me exhausted and worst thing was it made me felt like giving up.
but lucky me much, the crowd i heard loud, even not so many of them, even it's not very clear
they triggerd my 6th sense to more positive feeling
and hell yes i felt much more comfort, feeling everything was gonna be allright
then, the hurdles fell by itself as i got near them and no need me to jump more
that's why i can smile why running on the track
at the same time, i relized that i've left some of my friends at back
then smiling i stop. so does my running. then i waited for them
as they got near me i said," listen to the crowd.
and we walked together, we didnt run
while walking, they listend and got the message
"yes you can do it!"
but they refused the words.
thats why i whispered at their ears,
thats why i whispered to their hearts,
" say yes to no!"
still, their blur faces signald me their refusal
their eyes stared deep in mine, doubting my words, feeling no right bout the words
then i looked in front, to end that unwanted eye contact, heading it to wanted one.
and we realized we're on the end line
i was like, " how could this....?"
they cut my ques by whispering "say yes to no!"
yup, we all believe the words. =D

i wrote this once on fb note
not wrote, but typed to be more precise
cos i think it will be like that
and yeah it's true
and it's true until now

memula sampai
laptop dah kena curik!
baru beli, even tak sampai 24 hours lg
rumah kena pecah masok, beliau pon amik dgn gagahnya
sedeh =(
alololololololololo, FUCK nya!
haha
then the exam grades
adoi,
econs, rase boleh, but mmg not satisfied with the grade.
but still can be accepted lah, jus felt like it cant be accepted cos i studied for it
but physics! adoi adoi adoi adoi adoi adoi adoi adoi adoi
luckily i got cal and arabic.
boleh la cover for pointer. alhamdulillah..
also
luckily, i still believe the 4 words
" say yes to no "

p/s: smile lah! =D

3 comments:

FdausAmad said...

Salam,

Gua nak ajak lu dtg lepak blog gua.
rilek rilek.

Selambe..

hessa said...

though i dont understand most of it, those words r actually really2 nice..
keep on writing, suke aku bace

ppssst; pic mu mcm ayat2 cinta lah :)

Firdaus Aziz said...

ha?
pic mana satu?
yg kt atas blog or kt profile?

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