say yes to no

it was so hard for me,the life at saser Intec and seems to be the same at Purdue

and it's always like that, espcially at start point

i see it, as watching my friends and i, competing, running on a 100m red track with few white lines along it.

and as usual i always being left behind right after the gun trigger been pulled backward

that moment, there was only my line that got many hurdles, thus i always need to jump as i got near them.

jumping many many many times of course made me exhausted and worst thing was it made me felt like giving up.

but lucky me much, the crowd i heard loud, even not so many of them, even it's not very clear

they triggerd my 6th sense to more positive feeling

and hell yes i felt much more comfort, feeling everything was gonna be allright

then, the hurdles fell by itself as i got near them and no need me to jump more

that's why i can smile why running on the track

at the same time, i relized that i've left some of my friends at back

then smiling i stop. so does my running. then i waited for them

as they got near me i said," listen to the crowd.

and we walked together, we didnt run

while walking, they listend and got the message

"yes you can do it!"

but they refused the words.

thats why i whispered at their ears,

thats why i whispered to their hearts,

" say yes to no!"

still, their blur faces signald me their refusal

their eyes stared deep in mine, doubting my words, feeling no right bout the words

then i looked in front, to end that unwanted eye contact, heading it to wanted one.

and we realized we're on the end line

i was like, " how could this....?"

they cut my ques by whispering "say yes to no!"

yup, we all believe the words. =D

i wrote this once on fb note

not wrote, but typed to be more precise

cos i think it will be like that

and yeah it's true

and it's true until now

memula sampai

laptop dah kena curik!

baru beli, even tak sampai 24 hours lg

rumah kena pecah masok, beliau pon amik dgn gagahnya

sedeh =(

alololololololololo, FUCK nya!

haha

then the exam grades

adoi,

econs, rase boleh, but mmg not satisfied with the grade.

but still can be accepted lah, jus felt like it cant be accepted cos i studied for it

but physics! adoi adoi adoi adoi adoi adoi adoi adoi adoi

luckily i got cal and arabic.

boleh la cover for pointer. alhamdulillah..

also

luckily, i still believe the 4 words

" say yes to no "

p/s: smile lah! =D