the result

haaaaaaa! im glad
the result was ok
i got 3.07 alhamdulillah
even my calculus is B
but still ok lah =D
best part is, the sponsor demand 2.5 min gpa
that's a big whoa from every students
making our life at Purdue 60% of playing 40% of studying
if the ratio is wrong, still the portion for playing is bigger than studying hehe
and yes
special thanks to...
yana for teaching me economics
aku boleh jwab sebab ko lah
nik for helping me done the phy hw, hehe
and to those that gimme both left right hands lending me the help needed
muah for that!!!

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he's David

it's David After Dentist.

this boy on drug huh
thanks Amal for the link
btw, Merry Christmas David!

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it's funny

it's funny that i felt "WAH"
"i got a friendster"!
later "whoa!!!"
i got myspace
and it's funnier when
i'm using facebook now and bored with those two

it's funny when i recall the past
close my eyes slowly
with wide heart open
and the brain start thinking
why do i always follow other's words?
and it's more funnier
when i always do the same now

it's funny when i pull back the clock
from number 12 to 9 to 6 to 3 and 12 again
make lots of rounds of it
and start recalling
about the old days
that i can't accept the nickname "fifi"
given by my beloved mum
but more even funnier
that one day it turn into a fight
but more more even funnier
that i slapped my friend, not punch
a very girly style of fighting

it's funny when i always mad at my lil brother
by not having a solid reason to do so
and always have thick feeling of menyampah
but it's not funny now
as the feeling turn to love
but it's still funny i guess
that dulu i felt menyampah kat orang
and now i felt
"dia ni menyampah kat aku ke?"
"dia ni malas layan ke?"
oh i cant stand of it

it's funny when i was a guy
that very shy to girls
can't even talk to girls nicely
can't even meet face to face properly
until one point somehow i felt shit
that i adored a girl when i was 14
that i always look at her from distance
that i always look for her from distance
then one day the distance really a distance
3 years later when i was 17
i talked to her, at last

it's funny when i felt "ruginya" now
because i can't go to Hujan gigs
stupid part is
i don't really want to go to the gigs before
and now i'm in states
the "ruginya" feeling i felt more

it's funny when i say the words easily
when saying it to friends
3 words
"i love you"
but never say it to my mum
also my father
not that i got family problem
just because i felt awkward, shy by doing it, haha
bodoh kan...

firdaus aziz
yeah it's funny

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oh it's meeting a black dot

soon new dots make a line

later new dots make a long line

gonna be favorite dots of most


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biasa la tu

last Sunday i found myself, shaking as the wind blew that it has opened my very eyes and waken me up from tales. unfortunately that tale somehow seems much more interesting from reality on that day. fortunately, somehow the day i believe was a great day, indicating me and friends that the line is meeting a black round dark point.

last weekend was not so good weekend- still love it. kena berator, missed tickets for Lady Gaga, ada exams,. Friday Saturday Sunday we were on line to get a much cheaper apartment for next year. seniors says "biasa la tu". i believe that words that actually made me feel like "no hal lah" and " best weh". and yes to be honest, i like the experience, although we need to sleep in the small tent and share it with about 4 people, a good number to fit an apartment, not that blue small tent. but somehow, again, although it is not comfortable, i like sleeping in the tent and i guess this is the first time i felt like that. tak suka wei tido dalam khemah susah nak kencing! haha. thank you to babad for supplying us the tents.

one of the best part was, punya lah banyak makanan time 3 hari tuh. haha. satu satu orang datang bawak and satu satu kitaorang makan. layan nafsu ni sedap. kan kan kan? maryam nana wat nasi goreng, husaini pon nasi goreng gak, nasi goreng ikan bilis. then we got nasi ayam. hakem made breakfast. nik buat pancake. aku buat air, tapi nik tak suka selamat irshad suka. hahaha.aku pon bawak "renang" gak. safwan kasi KFC. weh thank you weh!

and also thanks to those yg supply comforter. sori basah nnt we'll figure out cemana.

the number will no longer 9, it's 33! =D
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and all be bad

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hari hari di sini

hari tu. hari tu yang lama. adoi
aku demam tu je
tapi tak kesah la. but then org len pon bejangkit
kesian nik, mael!
patot korang jangkit b4 raya bole aku minx maaf

then esok hari sial!
every Wednesday every week!
shit la hari pening!
hari bz pack cam budak skolah kena g skolah naik basikal jaoh2 ttbe rantai beskal putus singgah workshop tapi kene rompak wallet then tinggal 2 ringgit je sampai ta jadi g skolah hari tu balik rumah kena pulak marah dgn mak sbb ponteng padahal bukan salah seniri naseb teruk ta leh blahnya bapak lak pukul ngn rotan laju2 cam treller panjang 18 tayar bawak laju2 tada lesen tada sticker P then langgar traffic lite merah kat BB!
camtu ah rasanya!
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Malaysian Night

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say yes to no

it was so hard for me,the life at saser Intec and seems to be the same at Purdue
and it's always like that, espcially at start point
i see it, as watching my friends and i, competing, running on a 100m red track with few white lines along it.
and as usual i always being left behind right after the gun trigger been pulled backward
that moment, there was only my line that got many hurdles, thus i always need to jump as i got near them.
jumping many many many times of course made me exhausted and worst thing was it made me felt like giving up.
but lucky me much, the crowd i heard loud, even not so many of them, even it's not very clear
they triggerd my 6th sense to more positive feeling
and hell yes i felt much more comfort, feeling everything was gonna be allright
then, the hurdles fell by itself as i got near them and no need me to jump more
that's why i can smile why running on the track
at the same time, i relized that i've left some of my friends at back
then smiling i stop. so does my running. then i waited for them
as they got near me i said," listen to the crowd.
and we walked together, we didnt run
while walking, they listend and got the message
"yes you can do it!"
but they refused the words.
thats why i whispered at their ears,
thats why i whispered to their hearts,
" say yes to no!"
still, their blur faces signald me their refusal
their eyes stared deep in mine, doubting my words, feeling no right bout the words
then i looked in front, to end that unwanted eye contact, heading it to wanted one.
and we realized we're on the end line
i was like, " how could this....?"
they cut my ques by whispering "say yes to no!"
yup, we all believe the words. =D

i wrote this once on fb note
not wrote, but typed to be more precise
cos i think it will be like that
and yeah it's true
and it's true until now

memula sampai
laptop dah kena curik!
baru beli, even tak sampai 24 hours lg
rumah kena pecah masok, beliau pon amik dgn gagahnya
sedeh =(
alololololololololo, FUCK nya!
then the exam grades
econs, rase boleh, but mmg not satisfied with the grade.
but still can be accepted lah, jus felt like it cant be accepted cos i studied for it
but physics! adoi adoi adoi adoi adoi adoi adoi adoi adoi
luckily i got cal and arabic.
boleh la cover for pointer. alhamdulillah..
luckily, i still believe the 4 words
" say yes to no "

p/s: smile lah! =D
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tadi exam. im not satisfied with it. but ok lah. easier than expected. dah cuak dah memula. dah la dtg lmbat. lari lari lari lari sampai tecungap cungap. cam lipas benyawa ikan(aik?). 4 soklan ta dpt jwb, copy jwpan org len. haha. somehow, i got a bad feeling towards it. ntah la weh.

but hopefully, coming exams i can do it, do it well act!
btw, tadi exam cal 1. lupa lak. =D
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lama nya tak mengarot

lama nya tak tulis tulis
malas nk tulis
kene log in cam log in myspace
tapi rasa bnyk nak tulis
panjang panjang aku nak tulis
mcm dr johor smpai perlis
otw tu makan manggis
jumpa pulak Pak Idris
dah pandai cakap Inggeris
ada anak keja kat Jais
bz memanjang sbb bnyk majlis
jam jalan sampai panggil polis
polis skunk dah tak pakai keris
tak leh tembak boleh gores
(aku malas dah nk fikir)

dah ah
ntah pape
skali skala mengarot hehe

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thank you

"Celebrate Friendship Day 2009 on August 2, Sunday
Human beings are social creatures and have always valued the importance of friends in their lives. To celebrate this noble feeling it was deemed fit to have a day dedicated to friends and friendship. Accordingly, first Sunday of August was declared as a holiday in US in honor of friends by a Proclamation made by US Congress in 1935. Since then, World Friendship Day is being celebrated every year on the first Sunday in the month of August."- retrieved from

our bond
our bond strong as steel
and secure is what we feel
no matter what we eat even eel
although we will say "eeei"
but our hearts wide like field
thus so many spaces to fill
then much hearts we steal
demon says just kill
but the bond keeps with will
not keep like keep bills
just keep and stand still
but keep deep and go chill
everywhere we go up to hill
until we broke both our heels
then we got old and ill
sometimes doctor said we cant be healed
even with him we make deal
he said we cant be healed
even everyday we have good meals
he said we cant be healed
even every morning we take pills
he continue saying we cant be healed
but dear friends ignore the ill
don't do nothing and just stand still
together,be happy and eat jack n jill
because our bond strong as steel

like it or not, we never say thank you to our friends for being beside us.
so friends, thank you

Happy Friendship Day!

Firdaus Aziz,
a good friend of yours
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we called it

back then..
we called it fall
but we still stand tough
we called it spring
but we dont bounce much
we called it summer
but we still cool huh!
and now.. again
we called it fall
but, still, we all will fly high!
juppe dinung! bereh? 8:-)
* smiley rambut afro uh! hehe
-firdaus aziz-
p/s: good luck and wish us luck
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smiling sperm

my dad..

smiling sperm says : thank you
Happy Father's Day
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them do those (ADFP nite)

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rule and rock (ATUSA election)

who's the rule?

rule the rock?
rock the rule?

its coming huh
but not as hot as the first one i guess

p/s: i'm voting for fauzan, carishma, and hizamy. because i believe they are both rock and rule ni yg dah komfem lah.. vote lah skali yeh!
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one word

ok look

one word..

p/s: because i appreciate friends
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ADFP nite

r u coming for the nite?
ramai keh dtg?....but, are u coming o not?

mahal la, n denga2 ta ramai dtg

duit skoler lak ta msok2, adoi2

"ramai keh dtg?"

the always question being askd, n being answerd
look at the dialog, betul ke jwapan uh?
or do have any other good answrs?

here, i got a list of answers for that ques only.

1. dgr mcm tak ramai
2. ramai tada duit

3. cam boring je

4. betul la, ramai dtg

5. ntah la, tp aku pegi je

6. lah ko ni, pegi je la

7. baik buat menda laen dgn rm55 uh

8. rm55 doe, boleh suppot makan 5 hari toh

9. ramai nak dtg *smiling

10. the number is increasing

those are some of the answers,
n when dear friends ask me that, num 6 would always be my answer
but num 9 would be the great answer
the answer is “ramai nk dtg” and hell yeah, its true !!
ramai nak dtg

but they have few reasons not to come
unfortunately, for me, those reasons arent very solid

the reasons

1. aku tada duit lah ~ ask urself again, betol ke tada duit? Or u dun want to sacrifice dat amount of money? Feeling lots of entertainment stuff can be done wif dat money.

2. Boring lah nnt ~ American Theme Fashion Show, ADFP student music video competition, Lucky Draw, Best Dress Awards.... jus look at the msic video competition, kalo korang boleh gelak2 time ko-pln pasal video lov story tuh, i believe the same thing will happen on adfp nite

3. No dress ~ jus wear what u used to wear on Monday, tak ya la na beli dress baru. N make sure u smile dat nite, cos smile is the best dress eva.

4. Tade transpot~ sometimes taking cab would be a fun experince, hehe

For me, its ok not to come, but make sure the reason is solid enuf. Kalo betol tade duit, takan sampai nak hutang2.. jus don push urself. Not coming to the nite doesnt mean u r not an adfp student aite
But budak mara dtg lah, skoler baru je masok kn, n korang akn fly dis year lak tu

Adfp nite is actually a nite we recap everything, espcially sweet memories. Some of us went to pd, sungai gabai, sg shiling, genting highlands, celebrate bitrhday together, watch movies, ice skating, bukit cerakah, overnite etc. W’pon some of us da bayar, but i think masih sempat kalo korang baru decide na pegi. Im not the commitee btw.

And adfp nite suppose to be a nite whre we snap pictures together, eat till full together, laugh like hell together, smiles together, and yes, together,, we come to the nite.

2 sem da pon abes, 1 more dah nak abes, i strongly believe, adfp nite will be a good n happy closing for all the 3 sems

if u r smiling or have any good feeling while reading this note, that is because ur heart saying," yes, i shud go". sometimes, its good to folow our heart words.

wahai rakan-rakan sekalian, in the name of friend, jom!

well then, im firdaus aziz
a person who attend

sekian, assalamualaikum

thank you for reading

hoping to see the same smiles on the night

adfp students, consist of malay chinese indians, that will meet on adfp nite
an event called holloween nite, by atusa
this is how it shud be, and it will be because of u all
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she deserve this post ..

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recalling good old times

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door closed, boston.

aman: tutop r pintu tuh
daus: ko r dow,ko lagi dekat
aman: tapi ko last en, ah suh qilah lah
qilah : apesal aku lak
daus: yela2, aku tutop en
yup, tht happend in our class, and it happend a lot.
pintu rosak en.
and now, it's closed, like it nver be opened again, and smoothly fuck for tht!
damn i missed the time
the time whn we went out lunch togther
the time whn we slept in ctis classes
the time whn "i taught azleen c++"
the time whn everyone says "daus dpt 86?fuck!"haha
the time whn taylor swift came to our class
the time whn ili played violin violently
the time whn we ate salad ball in pawagam
the time whn we were into a real escapade when overnite at the offce
the time whn we holding our hands 2gther,skating on the ice
the time whn yam drove myvi with other girls on th back seat.
the time whn aimi persuadd us to use cntct lens
the time whn asri, shaha n aman were hiphoppers, yaw!
the time whn raihan seems to always be "not tall"
the time whn raihan tried to steal zainal from aishah bad
the time whn coco mengamuk!
the time whn nana n irshad looks happy
the time whn nik n amal sat bside each other every day
the time whn nani blushing like hell in front of kapao
the time whn amirah n chemat being gossip tgther
and the time whn "qilah used to disturbe me n aman"

everyone got its own issue
but as the door closed
and spring over
those issues seems to fade away
luckily there's camera to snap the moments for the issues


aku memandang rendah

sp late nite
nana irshad
drinking pop corn
leen's car
the girls

yeah us!

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