it's funny

it's funny that i felt "WAH"

"i got a friendster"!

later "whoa!!!"

i got myspace

and it's funnier when

i'm using facebook now and bored with those two

it's funny when i recall the past

close my eyes slowly

with wide heart open

and the brain start thinking

why do i always follow other's words?

and it's more funnier

when i always do the same now

it's funny when i pull back the clock

from number 12 to 9 to 6 to 3 and 12 again

make lots of rounds of it

and start recalling

about the old days

that i can't accept the nickname "fifi"

given by my beloved mum

but more even funnier

that one day it turn into a fight

but more more even funnier

that i slapped my friend, not punch

a very girly style of fighting

it's funny when i always mad at my lil brother

by not having a solid reason to do so

and always have thick feeling of menyampah

but it's not funny now

as the feeling turn to love

but it's still funny i guess

that dulu i felt menyampah kat orang

and now i felt

"dia ni menyampah kat aku ke?"

"dia ni malas layan ke?"

oh i cant stand of it

haihh

it's funny when i was a guy

that very shy to girls

can't even talk to girls nicely

can't even meet face to face properly

until one point somehow i felt shit

that i adored a girl when i was 14

that i always look at her from distance

that i always look for her from distance

then one day the distance really a distance

3 years later when i was 17

i talked to her, at last

it's funny when i felt "ruginya" now

because i can't go to Hujan gigs

stupid part is

i don't really want to go to the gigs before

and now i'm in states

the "ruginya" feeling i felt more

it's funny when i say the words easily

when saying it to friends

3 words

"i love you"

but never say it to my mum

also my father

not that i got family problem

just because i felt awkward, shy by doing it, haha

bodoh kan...

firdaus aziz

yeah it's funny